
I can´t stay at home I´m going down town to meet new people.
I´m in bar feeling pretty sorry for myself and have a drink or two.
One husband ends out dead and now a wife who cheats on me the first day of our marriage.
What more can go wrong?

After a few drinks I´m able to do this.

Then I checked out the dance floor.

Why are there only blond girls in this city?
They remind me of Sigrid.
I have to leave and call for a cab home.

Cookie called the other day and said he wanted to speak with me.
We where talking things over and we became friend again.

We had a great night together.

The day after I invited Amin Sims for a game of chess.

That was a great night too.

Amin decides to move in with me.

We sealed it with a kiss.

When Amin left for work I was feelling wery odd.
What is this? Am I going to be sick?

"It must bee something I drank" I´m explaining to Amin.
"No your fool I´m going to be a father" Amin smiles at me.
In my mind a voice is telling me it can be someone else´s to.

"We´d better get engaged at once" he says and pulls out a ring from one of his pockets.
I can only say yes to his proposal.

When he later asked me to marry him. I told him "No I don´t want to."
Am I nutz? This happens when hormones are playing tricks with my mind. Damn pregnancy!
I apologize for my behavior of course but it was too late.

I don´t blame him for leaving me he can´t live with a woman who leaves him by the altar.
Oh I´m so sad and lonely.

I have a lonely breakfast and I kept on feeling sorry for myself.

I´m al alone when the labor starts.

Oliver is born I don´t think it is Amin who is the father of this one.
My son Oliver of Cookie.